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I Read...

| Sunday, May 23, 2010
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Below a quote from the book "Daily Afflictions: The Agony of Being Connected to Everything in the Universe." by Andrew Boyd followed by Bob Dylan’s All I Really Want To Do:


“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. . . it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. It isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that you’re ready to fine a life-long mate. Only then do you finally know what you are looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you can gaze lovingly upon, and think, ‘This is the problem I want to have.’”

I Read...

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Date :Sunday, May 23, 2010
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Courtship..

| Friday, May 21, 2010
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Don't just dismiss your feelings for your friend. Some of the best relationships are rooted in friendship. If he truly is a friend than he will understand, he won't laugh in your face or make fun of you, and there is no way he would let go of your friendship over something like this. So I say go for it! Really when you break it all down, you know you have nothing to lose, but everything to gain. Don't be afraid to overstep the friend barrier and say something...that is the only way you will ever know!...I wish you all the luck in the world...

here, a poem for your happiness;


I long to touch you
to hold you in my arms but I cannot
for your heart belongs to another cry
so, I can only love you from afar
your friendship means more to me
than anything this world provides
but like an angel you touched my heart

I know that we are only friends
but my heart wishes it to be more
so I will still hope and dream
that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine
to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Courtship..

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Date :Friday, May 21, 2010
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Solo..

| Tuesday, May 18, 2010
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In November of 2009 Chandru, Shan and I were sitting in a coffee place discussing the implementation of Ganith. We were planning to leave our current jobs by the end of 2010 to start working full time with our own business. It was a long conversation, but a relief too and something I had thought about for a long time.

Chandru started Ganith in 2004. At that time, he only had the name registered with some ideas. It was about when I started my very own company Cyberlab777, evolved around creating web sites for smaller companies. And a year later my brother Shan had started his very own graphic designing company, Lokha. This is our recap/story?

All three of us envisioned a self made empire into the futuristic world. This connatural vision made way for us combine forces to form a team to tackle our target. The birth of Ganith Inc.

I started working on websites back in 1996. In 1997 I launched Aruloviar, a site dedicated to my late grandfather Siva Subramaniya Kurukkal. The site was rich with gif animations and a few complex java scripts. It was one of the first sites to be launched in Limoges, France back in 1997 giving me the exposure to the local French Media including Canal+ Television. I still remember giving my first ever TV interview and brimming in joy for the next few weeks. The media exposure, fame and recognition encouraged me to launch more sites and learn more about the futuristic evolution of this Internet world.

After a couple of years roaming around Limoges, web building and wrapping up my bachelors in French Literature, I felt the need to expand my wings and leave my fathers nest to find my own. The things that happened in my personal life since the time I left France in Dec 1999 till February 2000 thought me a hell lot to say the least. The time I spent alone in NY, not knowing what, when, how where my future would begin was excruciating not to forget I had my little brother to take care of too. But, looking back the time I spent there thought me the persistence and patience, the latter which I am still mastering.

When I left NY to WV to live under the roof of Dr. Nathan, a good friend of my fathers, I found myself in need of a place to call my own, a steady income and a more social environment, not that Dr. Nathan and his family were not. I just needed to be on my own. In July 2000 I left WV and came down to MD. I am forever thankful to Mr. Ramu for helping me with finding a place to rent, a job to pay for the rent.

I started working full time managing the front office of the Murugan Temple of North America and going to evening classes in Montgomery Community College. After only 4 months I bought my first car in USA, a Nissan 240sx. Following that I moved to Good Luck Rd, Lanham to rent a basement and go to UMCP. It was also when I started my part-time job with BOA. Since then, I've been employed at two different companies, SSB and now BA.

Though I did work for a few other companies part time or for a very short period of time, these four companies helped defining me. It is latter three companies that got me interested in the financial sector and paid for me to attain the required certifications to be where I am today. The downside to this was I forgo my dream of completing my masters in Aerospace Engineering.

In the back of my mind, I always wanted to be independent, though. So I kept my personal growth and kept my network alive. I took upon my self to read books and take online courses to self teach my self in a variety of fields. Though mostly in the computer world, I did also pursue my passion for literature, language and music. As I mentioned earlier, the desire in me to be independent unleashed itself in the form of Cyberlab777 now Ganith.

During the last couple of years I've read a lot of books on business. But it wasn't until I read the book The 4-hour Work Week by Tim Ferriss that I found something which took me in a new direction. If you have read the book and heard Tim speak, he's all about outsourcing and keeping things simple.

Inspired by the idea of keeping this simple, I have now ventured into Ganith along with my bro and Chandru. Yesterday, we went to do our first presentation to Dr. Nathan, yes my first helping hand in WV. It was a successful meet, I am glad that I kept my networks alive. We have a few more scheduled. If things go like I am hoping for it to, I am certain to see my self indulge in my very own business by the birth of 2011.

Note; I have not elaborated on what Ganith provides here for a reason so please feel free to send me a personal email or visit the site for more information on Ganith. If you want to support my efforts with Ganith, please check out the site, there are some advertising opportunities.

Solo..

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Date :Tuesday, May 18, 2010
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Haapppppy Birthday Bro & Mama!

| Saturday, May 15, 2010
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And of course my best friend & uncle Bala Mama!! Thank you soooo much for the wisdom you have bestowed upon me and my siblings :) Much LOVE!

Haapppppy Birthday Bro & Mama!

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Date :Saturday, May 15, 2010
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Hope!

| Friday, May 14, 2010
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I am trying to work a miracle: that of actually being able to say all the million and one things I'm feeling deep inside my heart.
To try to tell you how much I love you is to attempt the impossible"relying on words and sentences that fall so far short if the exquisite feelings that live in my heart and the inexpressible happiness that is always on my mind. When I say "I love you," I find myself hoping that somehow you know how deeply and wonderfully that feeling goes.

Hope!

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Date :Friday, May 14, 2010
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Recap...??

| Wednesday, May 12, 2010
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I overate, slept in, watched movies, went to the office occasionally (I know I'm supposed to be on leave but my office is like my second home and I do enjoy the company of my girls) and of course, some maamma mooba' :) It takes a lot to get the energy and resolution to blog lately. I guess it’s mainly because just thinking about my last conversation with my Angel, (yup you still are!) leaves me drained and depressed. But I had to write tonight.

I’m someone who value space and time. It seems, there are some hurdles that you are yet to cross, maybe because you are yet ready. I understand, it is very natural to take an easy way out when it is safely available. But nevertheless don’t hide the mutual interest. Sometimes our interests are let gone for it requires more commitment. I hope this is not one of those. I envision a future that can’t be hidden. But I am and will continue to give you the space you wanted..

Recap...??

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Date :Wednesday, May 12, 2010
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Leap? or Stay?

| Friday, May 7, 2010
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But now today, this, is my irritable time-when the words don’t work, and I’m not full of flowering phrases or beautiful odes to those I love, to the moments in time I’ve stopped for. I feel deconstructed, my metaphors are jumbled and distilled. I’m full, and yet at the same time, vastly empty. I feel my path leads upside a building, and I pause at the top, unsure I can make it over. That which I chase silently chides me for doubt, and waits patiently for me to find it within myself to heave my feathery body over the top. I stare ahead as she runs inside, the feel my legs leap to life to follow.

Leap? or Stay?

Posted by : Jegan
Date :Friday, May 7, 2010
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Random quote..

| Wednesday, May 5, 2010
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It is funny but I came across this today!! HAHAH! Maybe it is telling "you" and or "me" something ;)

"You are the one who can handle your heart better than anyone else, so don't give it to someone else and complain that they are hurting it... "

Random quote..

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Date :Wednesday, May 5, 2010
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RaavanAN

| Tuesday, May 4, 2010
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"Usure Poguthey" takes time to get used to because the Hindi version is just so en-grained in the mind (it was a classic). I am yet to listen to the others! But I strongly feel that the Hindi version will remain in my music collection for longer than the Tamil version. The Tamil lyrics don't seem to content me like Hindi..
Listen/read for your self :)


Usure Poguthadi
Usure Poguthadi
Intha Ulagathil Ithu Onnum Puthusile
Onnu Rendu Thappi Poogum Oolukathile
Vithi Solli Vzali Pootan Manasupule
Vithivilakku Ilatha Vithiyum Ilea!!








RaavanAN

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Date :Tuesday, May 4, 2010
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Beach!

| Monday, May 3, 2010
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Lovely weekend I must say! Thanks to Chandru, Shan and of course Avni! I see the sun peeking out through the clouds as I type this, so hopefully this nasty rain stops and goes away before evening today as I plan to meet my Angel.
"Walking gets the feet moving, the blood moving, the mind moving. And movement is life.”
When I read the quote above I didn’t necessarily think of power walking or any fitness walking for that matter. I was thinking about taking a walk to clear the head, rejuvenate the soul, and get the “juices pumping.” Though it’s something that I do enough of everyday– I take my dogs out for a walk daily in the morning and evening, but it is just for the sake of my dogs to do thier business.. not for my self! It's a built-in reason to take a walk. So I’m going to try to do more of the clear your head walk every week... underlining try ;O
My bro and two other friends were helping me continue paint the house in Easter Shore over the weekend and as a treat I decide to drive them down to Rehoboth Beach for some eye candy ;) and good old sea water.. We took 50 to 404 to 14, for those who would like to go, it is a beautiful/quite beach away from all the crowd and drama in OC. It was my first trip and I loved it!! Yippiddy, do,da, giddyup, little horsey, where my imagination can run to the outer perimeters of a sane mind, where I can think that my not being, where the hell I should be be at any given time, will make any kind of a difference at all. Like the rolling tides, as they kiss the beach, displacing every foot print, or sand castle, or candy wrapper that was left behind, I will be gone, abandoning all the bull-shit I left behind for my day at the beach...after spending the day at the beach we came back home to smoke hookah!! lol! I must say it was quite a day :)

Beach!

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Date :Monday, May 3, 2010
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Music, you.. and ME!

| Saturday, May 1, 2010
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Did u feel something? Yep, me too. My heart was clamouring with words before I started writing. And now suddenly, everything’s quiet. Not sure what to say, except how does it do it again and again? It seems to me that music has this wonderful gift of communicating all that your heart desires to say but is unable to. Did you feel the poignancy of the words? It’s like every word is clawing your heart out! So much truth in these simple lines set to beautiful music; just listen/read these lines:

"Mujhko dekhe bina qaraar na tha ek aisa bhi duar guzaara hai
Jhooth manun to poochlo dil se
Main kahoonga to ruth jaaoge
Haan tum mujhe yun bhulaa na paaoge"







Music, you.. and ME!

Posted by : Jegan
Date :Saturday, May 1, 2010
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