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| Saturday, August 28, 2010
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Thank you Sharmiii :) I understand what you said.. "Keep watch and pray, so that you will not give in to temptation. For the spirit is willing, but the body is weak." I totally get this. My body, my very human thoughts can be very weak, desiring possessions, certain situations to happen, and in the midst of this, yes I totally want to do God’s ( now you know whom I speak of here.. lol ) will, the spirit is willing in me. So how do I reduce the influence of my human desire? Oh whatever I think I am going to budge to me temptation... After all I did write Cultivating God.

I'll be the first..

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Date :Saturday, August 28, 2010
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Wo panaah tumhi ho..

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Why now? Why again? I really don't know or have any answers to these questions now but its there.. I thought if I bite the bullet. Take the hit. Even though it's painful, like a plunge into ice cold water, my heart and mind, like the body, would slowly adjust to the changes in atmosphere.

I was wrong.. here is my confession, I’m Weak. So for maybe a minute or an hour or for however long it takes before my pride take over once again, I’m going to be okay with not being okay. And I’m going to say that i miss you and I’m going to admit that i stood in front of your house for over an hour tonight just because all i wanted all day was a chance to see you.

You don’t survive in me
because of memories;
nor are you mine because
of a lovely longing’s strength.

What does make you present
is the ardent detour
that a slow tenderness
traces in my blood.

I do not need
to see you appear;
being born sufficed for me
to lose you a little less.

Yes, I left that door open for your return
But now I know the truth, just go and let me grieve
Don't look back; I am no longer your concern
Just close the door behind you as you leave.....










transliterating to words : I'm singing close only to your ears;
I'm speaking only to your heart;
I'm a visual treat only to your eyes;
I'll close my eyes only in your lap;

FYI - I know I can do a better job than this.. but it was just a midnight madness ;)

Wo panaah tumhi ho..

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8/25 9:35

| Wednesday, August 25, 2010
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Where is my summer????? After another cloud-filled day, I think I’m ready to throw in the towel. It seems the only way to get any ‘summer’ out of the summer here is to leave town. Even if I go 30 miles, I know that I’ll be getting more sunshine than around here. And I swear if I hear that ggHH&&**ggU* quote one more time…! Thanks Sharmi!!!

But for as much as I look forward to the foretold September summer, its arrival will mean the end of another short summer. Anyways today is quite a special day for my good old friend Chandru!! He is a first time father since 9:35pm today!!! Congrats to you buddy!!! You are getting oooold!! lol

Anyway I think as one grows older however, their romantic and interpersonal relationships matures, and they actually became more self-honest about their feelings; At least that is what I think and hope I am becoming. But to answer your question: Yes, I do one day want to attach my name to a very loose title: “father”.

8/25 9:35

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Date :Wednesday, August 25, 2010
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Weekend Waves..

| Tuesday, August 17, 2010
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Whoo hoo! What a weekend it was! Not only did I have the best of the best times at the beach, but I also have the worst after surfing sore ever…yeah I tried surfing for the first time at Rehoboth Beach, DE! Thanks to the super powered bloody strong waves with equal current, my buddies and I had a blast!!! Surf Party!! Every day of summer is precious to me. So in an attempt to make the most of warm days, blue skies and late evenings, I tried surfing. Due to my natural rebellious nature I took it to my self to try and ride a strong and violent wave without the proper guidance resulting to a bruised arm, leg and left side of my face.

The wave was so strong that it took me some 8 feet above the water and slammed me deep under the water in the rough stony sands twice!!! Though it was super fun at first the 2nd throw left me exhausted with a bloody mark from the sand and the stone on my body and face.

Weekend Waves..

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Date :Tuesday, August 17, 2010
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Alive

| Friday, August 13, 2010
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There are millions of nature’s mysteries;
That I do not understand nor lay claim;
The harsh now billowing west wind’s eyes;
Engulf white-tipped frothy waves and collide;
The midnight storm showers and lightning did mate;
The fresh rain melts lavender petals in my wake;
I was entranced by its walls of gloom, dark and dim;
Manhood beats gallantly finally ridden of their sin;
Be Inquisitive;
Touch it;
Taste it;
Smell it;
Feel it;
Record it with Clarity;
Be Alive to Everything.

Alive

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Date :Friday, August 13, 2010
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Not again!!!

| Wednesday, August 11, 2010
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It happened again!!! And it is only 8 months since the last time!!! But at least this time around it was only my rear right tire. It was a quite a big piece of unrecognizable metal that punctured it!!

It was 8:08 this morning, and I just had passed AACC. Suddenly I felt loosing control of my real wheel, so after turning into the TD bank parking lot I reluctantly stepped out of car to find a flat...although I have changed a flat tire before and it is a no brainer, it is not something I need today! So after calling and letting my branch know of the situation I took to changing the flat to my donut. And I must say I was very impressed with my skills, it took me not more than three minutes to change the flat. It seems my triceps work out if finally paying off.. lol
Anyway it was 5 mins past my time due when I entered my office. So it was not too too bad.. oh and my baby was sleeping in the car all the while!! Yeah!! she comes to work with me :) Anyway I am happy for her :)

Not again!!!

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Date :Wednesday, August 11, 2010
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A bigger problem..

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Occasionally, I'll write a post that I truly wished everyone would read. This is one of those posts for me. But first, let me clarify that this is by no mean a generic advice to you my friend. All I’m doing here is jotting down my point of views. I am and will always be encouraging you or anyone for that matter to continue enriching themselves with knowledge as much as possible; be it through school/system education or self education. Now, I am not old enough to say “back in my day” but I do remember having my head in books for countless hours during my secondary (high) school and college years. At the same time, I have to admit that I was really blessed for I did not have to work or get a student loan to pay for my education.

Yes, this post is about student loans. A big problem in the financial industry that the big wicks are trying so very hard to hide. Thus, when I stumbled upon a little factoid today, I couldn't’t believe it! By factoid I refer to our current educational system, which I believe is the root cause of this financial mess we have entered in the name of student loan. See graph below:
The above graph from frontline suggests that the for-profit colleges cost three times more than the public and non-profit colleges. Yes, we all know that it is a no brainier for any for-profit company to be non profitable! duh!! So, I am not going to take my fury on these legit for-profit colleges. But, the system which allows it to happen. Student lives and taxpayer/investor cash are all at stake. What was once a cost-benefit decision is now a foregone conclusion: You must get a college degree. Like all bubbles, the college bubble has been pumped to excess by societal and market failures. Among these: the societal failure that for many, a public high school education is often inadequate or irrelevant; and market failures created by distortions in what passes for the market place for a college education - e.g., tax-payer funding that encourage unbridled growth in supply and unchecked appetite for it. (And in an environment where super-loose monetary policy already encourages mallinvestments in education, fiscal distortions are the last thing you need.) But how many of us are actually aware of this? Is it time to be paying close attention to our failing system?

Although the for profit colleges enroll only ten percent of all post-secondary students, for-profit schools receive almost a quarter of federal financial aid! yes! FEDERAL FINANCIAL AID!! Go figure! And, FYI - the the Department of Education figures for 2009 show that 44 percent of the students who defaulted within three years of graduation were from for-profit schools, leading to serious questions about one of the key pillars of the for-profit degree college movement: that their degrees help students boost their earning power. Isn't it time we expose this failing industry, and why it may be the biggest scam foisted upon Americans since the ARM swindles that have practically crippled our economy...permanently.

On the contrary, I do agree that there are some benifts in a for-profit college; read the previous post. But at the same time, as much as I believe that a college education is a good investment, it is not priceless! So go get your college education but be bright while choosing it; here are some alternatives to think about: work while you attend school to help pay expenses; go to a junior college for the first two years; go to a public university instead of a high-cost private institution; seek out an employer than offers tuition assistance and last but not the least save money in advance to pay for college.

A bigger problem..

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