Don't walk away!
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
Why's it hard to...get inside you. Is it too late to make a start? You know I need you...because I breathe you. And with every breath I fall apart, uh-huh! Baby tell me whats left...of me, If your not right next...to me, Don't walk away..There's no reason to cry... When you're drowning yourself in your tears tonight, part of me dies. And you know it's not right, yeah ...And you know it's not right. Open your heart ...to me, Love me tonight.
There is soo much in my head that I can not communicate with anyone! Is it the fact that my life is ending in less then two months or is it that I am gonna have a new beginning in less then two months. I have pondered over this very fact for months now, without really coming up with a good answer. I wish I could let you take a peek into my heart and to show you how much I really hurt inside. I may seem like a bitch at times but that is just a front to hide my volunarability inside. I am too afraid to let people know how I really feel, what really makes me happy and what really makes me smile. But you are one of the few that does bring me happiness. I love you very much and thank you for being here for me in support and in prayers. Hopefully I will get my life together and situated before it is too late.
ReplyDeleteI know if I dont pull myself together, my life will walk away from me and I will be left behind in the dust to gather the remains of what used to be me. The true me!!!!
The true me: It's on the tip of my tongue..It's there and then it's gone..It's coming around again..till wed! ;)
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