Confusion?
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Friday, March 25, 2005
Don't you think it is a bit dubious, that God will plop someone/something in your laps if you are doing/trying nothing. Like problems caused by lack of communication and misunderstanding between two, Confusion is the cause of your unwillingness to listen to your heart. Listen to your heart as it beats twice! If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it.
It is not my unwillingness dear. I can not do what you are asking me for. I can not step away from all that I know and go onto this road of the unknown. I have made my bed, and I will sleep in it too. If that makes any sense to you.
ReplyDeleteRegardless, I hope you can understand what I am trying to say here. I can not just leave everything behind and start fresh. In two months I will be starting fresh, whether that be going into it very happy or just doing it cause I feel obligated. I am sorry for any pain that I may have caused you or any pain that I am causing you now. But please understand that i can not do what you are wanting! It is not possible for me.
I am soooo sorry!
so you're currently content with your surroundings..keep in mind..the miracles that could be found they're waiting down the unknown road..everything is unknown till you want to know..think again do u really know.. wat u refer to as "I know" to say ".. can not step away from all that I know and go onto this road of the unknown" don't be sorry....
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