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Finitude

| Monday, September 7, 2009
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My introduction to killing ignorance ~ I realized I am self-willed, addicted to control and self-pleasure, and unwilling to properly steward the relationships and opportunities "religious" God places in my life. I questioned my place at the temple this Sunday, attempting to leave a few times before God exposed my pride and youthful arrogance and called me to submit to the place he had called me to. The place to share love and love only!

When do I realize the finitude of my time/existence? I wonder; is it when I die someday and be a part of memory of the ones I love? They all will die someday and all memory of Jegan in this world will die with them. Is that the extent of my presence here?

Finitude and transcendence are both only fully realized when an individual engages with others. This dialectic position cannot be taught, in the same way a deep and practical understanding of purusarthas more specifically, Kama cannot be taught. This position allows two individuals to engage one another as equals, to see where the limitations of those specific circumstances arise and to understand how the limitations can be overcome.

But then we live past purusarthas, an example; take a teacher, by our common conception, does not engage a student as an equal and this lack of mutual reciprocity between the two is what stands in the way of purusarthas being a teachable concept. Thus creating the end to Self realization at a very early age. There is sorrow in finitude. The Self is beyond time, space and objects. It is infinite and hence of the nature of absolute happiness. And I need to practice my true being.

Quoting Adi Sankaracharya; "What is enquiry into the Truth? It is the firm conviction that the Self is real, and all, other than that, is unreal."

We, humans are job-assigning creatures. We will even assign jobs to Gods! But it is because we fail to realize the Self, we never complete the assigned job or realize it even! Instead we held happiness in acquiring/conquering the tamas. I need to examines the limitations and possibilities that emerge from the interaction between intellectual and interpersonal relationships. This, I hope is one way to realize Self. Here, the body and the soul needs Self realization!

Once again to quote Adi Sankaracharya; "Knowing that I am different from the body, I need not neglect the body. It is a vehicle that I use to transact with the world. It is the temple which houses the Pure Self within."

Finitude

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Unnai Pol Oruthi

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I'm talking about the kind of greatness that comes along after a child blows her parents minds by playing Beethoven's 9th on the piano before she can walk - no, I'm not talking about Shruti Rajalakshmi Hassan , she only wishes. Yet it's not unlike the affect she will have on our musical listening futures after you let her vocals wrap themselves around your hearts. Yes, I am referring to her rendition of "Vaanam Ellai... Illai" a duet with Blaaze! Hip-hop listeners get ready to Jam!

As for the other songs from Unnai Pol Oruvan, "Allah Jane" features elegantly swaying hooks that have kept me from leaving this song's blissful embrace for the last hour. With it's mystical/middle eastern rhythm and Kamal Hassan's soulful ( he sounds like ARR at times ) perfection takes me a prisoner. There is also a female version of the same by Shruthi, I need to listen to it more.

"Nilai Varuma", with some rather lo-fi percussion and to be honest, what I enjoy the most about this particular songs thus far is the use of electric guitar. I've heard a few other Tamil songs with EG and none of them have used it to such importance.

Then you have the title song Unnai Pol Oruvan, again lots of EG. I like the progression of this song, like when the chorus build up pulls out they distance the vocals, and as the song comes towards the end they bring them back up and consequently closer to the listener. I enjoyed it.

This particular album has a halting stutter to the vocal delivery and really interesting production. A very hard rock feel, something that somehow I was not expecting even Shruti seems to be a rocker gal!

Unnai Pol Oruthi

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Rambling Languages..

| Monday, August 31, 2009
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Tera pyaar to jitna hai rahega utna

Na kuch kam na kuch zyada... kitna..



I cannot walk away..'cuz I'm addicted to that one last try

to satisfy hearts strings like moth to thy flame..



Vd; eP “I love you” nrhy;tNjapy;iy vd;;wha;?

mJ nrhy;ypj; njupaNtz;baJ my;y..

nrhy;yhky; GupaNtz;baJ vd;gjhy;!







Rambling Languages..

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Remembering Michael's Birthday

| Saturday, August 29, 2009
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Never again to see Michael’s smile light up the skies.
Never again to see him moonwalk across the stage as his fans cries.
Never again to hear him sing Don't Stop Till You Get Enough!
To the roaring sound of his fans’..
Happy Birthday Michael!

You have inspired me to never give up on dreams, hope, life, and love. He has given me a gift that no other person in music has given me and that is all the love, and joy and hard work that he puts into his music. That when ever you hear a song you love to dance to and sing to and just have fun, that is what I see in Michael Jackson he puts all that and makes magic and dreams come to life. He has given me all that to make my dreams come true and that is to become a lover of all just like him, never giving up.

Remembering Michael's Birthday

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Bharathi

| Saturday, August 15, 2009
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"அக்னி குஞ்சொன்று கண்டேன் , அதை அங்கொரு காட்டினில் பொந்திடை வைத்தேன், வெந்து
தணிந்தது காடு, தழால் வீரத்தில் குஞ்சென்றும் மூபென்றும் உண்டோ "

Bharathi

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Controlled!?

| Monday, August 10, 2009
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When someone tells me that I'm really smart; I love it! Then someone else tells me that I'm dumb. I get upset and find it so hard to be outsmarted. I wondered why?

Maybe because at the end of the day I know I'm smart, but find it hard to realize that there are people who will outsmart me and that they always wanted to be ahead of me. So then I realize my life is like a competition, I'm controlled by this competition.

So are you! Our competition starts from the reproductive tract..still controlled!?

Controlled!?

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J'ai besoin de vous ici avec moi..

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I wait not for the one who makes me take a second look, but for the one who makes me never want to look away in the first place...

Exciting emotions.. beautiful song..
Listen to Daniel Bedingfield here:

If youre not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If youre not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call ?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

J'ai besoin de vous ici avec moi..

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