Sarvam Mayamithram

Ekam Sat Vipraa Bahudhaa Vadanti! So, I learn desire is not just felt .. it demands, motivates. In recent times my thoughts are of the future, not to say I have not been thinking of my future all this while but it just seems to be at a aggressive pace right now. It might be a result of some guilt, ?moral questions?, I don't quite know!

What I do know is that my thoughts/desire is not about "potential for scoring" but actuall "fulfillment". To sum it up, I am lost and still searching!!!! Ishaa Vaasyam Idam Sarvam!