Confession..

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Yes, your married. I don’t care! I love you, but I cannot tell you, even though, I know you love me back. I wish you wouldn’t love me, then at least my heart would feel the bitter emptiness and hopefully forget about you. Your love has kept me from shutting down thought. It has kept me from closing the door on you as well. Your love runs so deep that if it were a cut on you, you would be dead already. I know you do not love your husband as you love me. I know. Your husband is so handsome and charming, but I know I am the one for you. I was the one for you since the day I saw you. Yes you are nine years my junior, but I don’t care. I couldn’t care less.
I would never ask you to leave your husband. He needs you emotionally and physically while I only need you to be somewhere near my life. If you ever left your husband for me, I would never forgive you. He loves you so. The idea is unthinkable.

I read the above as a fwd and found it to be an interesting confession ...

Confession..

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Sunday, December 21, 2008

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December 2008

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Let me first start by thanking Kiran who made my Birthday (yesterday) very special by bringing a cake to my office. Then I had Tracy in my office with a cake too!!! I never had so many(2) cakes in one day :)

Once again Thank you Tracy, Ruthie and Kiran!

December 2008

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Wednesday, December 17, 2008

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Tag : Adore, Birthday, I, Wishes

Vaaranam Aayiram

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en iniya pon nilaavae pon nilavilen kanaavae
ninaivilae pudhu sugam dha dha dha dhaa dha dha
thodarudhae dhinam dhinam dha dha dha dhaa dha dha

Vaaranam Aayiram, emotionally moving visual tribute to fathers and sons! Must See!

Vaaranam Aayiram

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Monday, November 17, 2008

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Tag : Adore, Review

DEEPAVALI WISHES!

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May this day bring Prosperous in to your life!!

DEEPAVALI WISHES!

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Saturday, October 25, 2008

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Tag : Wishes

Nenjukkul

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Yetho ondru ennai erkka
Mookkin nooni marmam serkka
Kalla thanam yeathum illa, punnagaiyo bogham illa
Nee nindra idam endraal, Vilai yeri poghatho?
Nee sellum vazhiyellam, pani katti aaghatho?
Ennodu vaa, veedu varaikkum
En veetai paar, ennai pidikkum!

Ival yaaro yaaro theriyaathae..
Ival pinnal nenjai poghathae
Ithu pooiyo maeiyo theriyaathae
Ival pinnal nenjai poghathae…

Thookkangalai thookki sendraai
Yekkangali thoovi sendraai,
Unnai thaandi poghum pothu
Veesum kaatrin veechuveru!
Nillendru nee sonnaal
En kaalam nagarathae
Nee soodum poovellam
Oru pothum uthiraathae

Kaathal yenai kekkavillai
Keatal athu kaathil illai!
En jeevan jeevan neethanae!
Ennathondrum neram idhu thaanae
Nee illai illai endraalae…
En nenjam nenjam thaanghathae…

Above; beautifully written by Thamarai; Hariharans' prolific singing completely adores, more specifically for his sonorous vocal , the intended sensuality of the song Nenjukkul Peydidhum loosely based on Raga Kapi is implemented in an inimitable style. Listen here:

Nenjukkul

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Saturday, September 27, 2008

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Tag : Adore

P.S. I Love You

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True love is hard to find and to lose that would be life changing, no doubt. So please people; Stop and smell the roses, lend a helping hand, do a good deed...life is just too short. Live like there is no tomorrow. We never know how long our existence will last. Anyway the movie was good because - I believe it shows what goes on in real life on how people get over the losses of others, dead or alive, but the main characters' one-night stand with the Irish guy really cheapened the movie.

P.S. Watch the movie :)

P.S. I Love You

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Tuesday, September 23, 2008

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September 15th 2008

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It is a very happy day for us!
It will be doubled soon in 9 months!
May God be with Acca.

September 15th 2008

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Monday, September 15, 2008

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DO NOT SEE!

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DO NOT SEE Babylon A.D.

DO NOT SEE!

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Monday, September 8, 2008

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after a while..posture

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July 7th 2004, when I first started blogging I told myself I am going to write anything, everything and whatever that comes to my mind in an attempt "to be heard" by Jegan. Also, in a shallow, selfishl attitude hoping for admiration and affirmation; But over time I changed, came to realize that our lives are connected by a thousand invisible threads, and along these sympathetic fibers, our actions run as causes and return to us as results. KARMA! Today as I look back/read my earlier posts, I realize that I have indeed changed but yet have not really "heard" my inner self. If I had "heard" maybe I would not have gone through what I did over the last six months.

I am still learning to better "hear" myself.. So, I have decided that I am willing to love again, willing to risk being loved, willing to bridge the gap of resentment and disappointment that seems to well up in so many .... “What the Hell! Bring it on! I’m ready to take a chance on love again. Ready to be a Fool for Love.” The above quote will be the moto for me for the times to come as you have to love to exist. And I do! I am goint to now find the Fool in myself and champion the Fool in my partner. For now, I take the road less traveled...to be me/blunt, I think most people give up before they even start but not Jegan! Thanks to my friends who were with me in the last six months and thanks for still being here for/with me..

after a while..posture

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Thursday, September 4, 2008

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Tag : I, Perspective

Blackberry Curve 8320

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Here is a short review of my new BB Curve 8320 (Titanium) that I just purchased 12 days ago from T-Mobile.

What was inside the box:
BB Curve 8320 (Hot Spot @ Home, EDGE, Wi-Fi)
Carrying Case
Battery & Charger
Stereo Headset
USB Cable
SIM Card
BB user tools and CD
Get started poster
Tips & Tricks Card
Reference Guide
*** (Router bought separately)

What's in the Menu:

Set Up Wizard ................................. Address Book
Call Log ........................................... Tasks
t-zones ............................................. Calculator
Alarm ................................................ Google Talk
Yahoo! Messenger ........................ Browser
ICQ .................................................. .. Memo Pad
Media ................................................ Password Keeper
Send Voice Note ............................. Help
Messages ........................................ Search
BlackBerry Messenger ................... Maps
2.0MP Camera ................................ Set Up Wi-Fi
Voice Dialing .................................... Set Up Bluetooth
AOL Instant Messenger ................. Manage Connections
Calendar ........................................... Keyboard Lock
Profiles .............................................. Turn Power Off
Brick Breaker .................................... Windows Live Messenger
Options (advanced) :
System Software for the BB 8300 Series
OS Version; 4.2.2
Status: Signal & Battery strength
***** Themes ( 4 pre loaded) :
................1) BB Dimension Icon
................ 2) BB Dimension Today
................ 3) BB Dimension Zen
................ 4) T-Mobile Zen

PROS:

Very good reception ( -87 dBm in my house)
Great Call & Sound quality
Thin & light weight ( 3.9 oz )
2.0MP Camera W/Flash & 5X zoom (Great picture quality indoors and out so far)
Gorgeous Display ( Comes with a built in light sensor to adjust the brightness as needed).
Good Battery Life ( Still has full bars after 12 hrs of use so far!)
Very Customizable
Trackball Navigation ( Very easy to use)
Music player sounds loud and clear
Stereo Bluetooth
Sending emails & SMS is a breeze with the full size QWERTY Keyboard.
Keys have a nice tactile response to them when pressed.
Speaker phone is loud and clear.
International Quadband
4GB Micro SD support
Full HTML Web Browsing
3.5 headset jack.
Many, many more!!! ( I've only had it for 12 days).

CONS:

No 3G
Storage card slot located behind the battery.

Blackberry Curve 8320

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Friday, July 25, 2008

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Tag : Stuffs

Dark Knight

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I was disappointed. I usually rate a movie on whether I would enjoy seeing it again or not. I would NOT want to see this movie again. This movie is called DARK KNIGHT, but over 75% of it was concentrated on the joker. It was too long, stretched out, and became boring after a while. I don’t care for the ending either. The good guys ended up last. The Dark Knight never received credit for his work. The story was choppy and had no continuity. The characters, aside from Harvey Dent, weren't even remotely developed. The movie was also way too long. They could have shaved off about 30-45 minutes. BTW, thanks to Kiran for she was the only comfort!

Dark Knight

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Thursday, July 24, 2008

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Karoonga yaad tumhe utna….

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I am emotionally, intellectually, physically attracted, I am in love! But I do understand that love alone isn't enough to hold us together. We need to be able to communicate, understand each other, and solve problems together. I believe that we grow through life, you will change, I will change. Our relationship will change. But if we stay open to accepting change, we can grow from it rather than resisting it. I hope you read this and talk to me.. not that you are not now but talk your heart is what I mean here;

Karoonga yaad tumhe utna….

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Tuesday, July 1, 2008

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Dasavatharam

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Kamal Hassan! takes tremendous effort to talk different languages rather different dialects, goes through a lot of pain with his make up, brilliantly showcases his acting capability with his body language dominating - quite an effort at his age, decent story, some what lacking script and disappointing characterization sums up Dasavatharam.

The ten roles and the ones I liked highlighted:

*Rangarajan – Iyengar

*Govind Ramaswamy – Bio- Scientist

*Fletcher – Villan

*Naidu – Investigator

*Boovaragan – A down-to-earth man

*Mrs. Krishaveni – An old woman

*Japanese Guy

*Kaimal - muslim guy

* Mr Avataar – pop singer

*George W Bush – American President!!

Note: These are based on his performance(body language) not their characterization.

Dasavatharam

Posted by : Jegan

Date :Friday, June 13, 2008

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